Desperately Seeking Something...

Weight Watchers, Atkins, Jenny Craig, South Beach. This list is endless, but those are 4 weightloss programs that come readily to my mind tonight. I need something, but have been having trouble finding that "magic switch" that would get me on the road to weightloss again. I am every dieter's nightmare: the big loser who gained it all back. I joined Weight Watchers at the end of 1999 and lost 152 pounds following the program. I had lost 20 pounds on my own before that. Now, I'm flirting with my top weight again, all my success thrown out the window in a whirl of twin pregnancy, post-partum depression, and stress-induced eating. That weightloss mojo I had nearly 10 years ago is lost. I can't seem to get myself back into that mindset again and keep digging the hole deeper and deeper. This doesn't feel good and I need to do something.